So now what? You hate me so much that you don't even want to talk to me, not even after I apologize for doing nothing. I can't say I don't give a shit. How am I supposed to get though this?
When there's nothing but pain in between, when awkwardness is the only thing that you can see, when truth is the last thing that he ever speaks, you should move on and let go, because you know it's time to leave.
Now that you're gone, along with half of me. All that's left is a cover, smashed and empty. I feel hurt. I am. I want to shed a tear. But I'm too exhausted to cry. I want to find you. But I'm too scared to see you one more time. Just a glance, a glimpse, would remind me of the truth that you're not mine, and how much I need you in my life.
The tears had not yet blurred my weary sight. The day and night still kept their black and white. The joyful scent of that perfume you wear, No more remains the joy that once was mine. I ask myself who stole my sweet delight, The fleeting spring or thy swift-changing mind? I rub my eyes and try to find your trace. The tears at last have blurred my weary sight.
I miss you already. Your room, my stomach, both empty. I sent you a chat and waited For you to open it and remember me, Hoping you're missing me too, Hoping you're worried, Hoping you will hop into a taxi, Just to come back and check on me And when you see me Sitting on the porch alone, crying, You will come around and say "I miss you so much that I will never ever leave."