so that i could see ur smile ,everyday

i would let u know im fond of u,and hanker after u

or maybe..there could be a bit posibility for u to hanker after me,hehe

or maybe,u would fall in love with another girl,and i would know,if i was around u as i imagine

i would be sad,but if u were happy,everthing would be okay for me

i wish i was born there,but that didnt happened

i heard that u had got a gf,r u happy now,josh?

*didnt happen

if u have i ll pray for both of u,btw,ur gf must be a nice girl:)

i wish u happy everyday(i know its impossible cause everyone would have sad time)

but everytime i think of u,i feel happy,and the moment i cant help to smile

im proud of my outsider status at school,but i still feel lonely from time to time

once i had a good friend,her name is Jocelyn(cute name,right?)

she left me cause her parents force her to studying only before universit,at least this was the reason she told me